How is your Thursday going? Last day of April, guys. I just No, I just want you to understand what just happened. Four months gone. Four months gone. We'll never get that time back again. Just put it in perspective and just realize that if you've not done anything in the first four months, you only have eight months left. That is scary. No, seriously, that's actually very scary. 4 months, 33% of the year is gone. You only have 67% left. Like, how crazy is that? How? No, actually how? I'm just wondering how when did that happen? That's what I'm still trying to figure out when did we lose? Well, but actually did we lose it? Did we actually lose it? Right? It was there the whole time. Maybe you didn't take advantage of it. Medina, did you take advantage of the first four months of 2026? So now put just imagine this is what some of you guys do for the entire year. Not just the entire year, but for years. For years. I know people in 10 years, they haven't done anything serious with their lives. They haven't grown. You know what? Aging is automatic, but growing is intentional. Anyone can sit here and age, but not everyone can sit here and grow. Because growing is a very uncomfortable procedure. You can't be sitting and growing. You have to be going and growing. You have to be going and growing. That's how it works. And so for all of you guys who just realized what happened, let me tell you, you lost. If you've not done anything with the first four months of the year, you lost 33 and a third. You've lost 33 and a third. It's no joke. It's no joke, baby. So, get it together, man. Let's all win. Do you understand what I'm saying? Let's all win. What is preventing you from winning? Actually, actually, tell me what is preventing No, serious question. Now, I want to understand. What is preventing you from winning? What's your excuse? I know you will say, "Well, those are not the same question. They are the same questions. What's preventing you from winning? Like, what is your excuse? They're the same questions. They really are. Trust me. Because if you don't realize they are, then you've been casting the power to something or somebody else. Oh, there's the reason why I'm not succeeding in life. Are they really the reason why you're not succeeding in life, or are you the reason why you're not succeeding in life?" For those who understand absolutely no English, I'm going to explain it very quickly, succinctly. But first, before I explain it, if you don't understand any English, there's a number on your screens. We have a clinic where we treat English words. Send a WhatsApp message to that number and speak to our executive assistant, Manuel, to give you more information about the clinic we have. I just said you just burned 33 % 33.33% of the year. A slap in the face to those who haven't done anything for the past four months. You think the way you do one thing is the way you do everything? What does that even mean? If you've wasted the first four months, you can be sure you'll waste the last eight. This isn't about, " Oh coach, don't curse us." No, no, no, no. It's not a curse; it's an identity that people have formed for themselves. And that identity says, " I can't do this because of that." That's the identity that leads so many people into poverty. They try to justify why they can't achieve their goals, not realizing that goals are fixed and hopeless. Your goals don't care how many excuses you have. Your dreams don't care at all about the curses you're going through. It's true, right? You don't need to tell me. I believe. I'm not here as a preacher. I'm not here as... No, it's what bothers me sometimes is that there are people dying today who have so many ideas in their heads, they could have kept those ideas alive because they're always doing things . There are people being kept alive who do absolutely nothing with their time. But I'm not smart enough to know why things happen this way. So I'm declining that conversation. With the tiny bit of intelligence I have, I tell myself it's not fair. But is it really not fair? I don't know. I don't know. I'm not smart enough to discuss ideas omnipotent to discuss things that are beyond my understanding. I'm not smart enough for that. But let's use our little bit of intelligence, our tiny bit of intelligence, to analyze this situation and you Go see, it's not fair. You're here today, you've been kept alive. But you're doing absolutely nothing with your time. Someone else who was taking action to realize their dreams, who started yesterday, or this morning, or just now, right before the live stream. Why? Ask yourself that question. Why? Why was I kept alive? Because you were given a second chance to review your life and ask yourself, do I want to continue like this, wandering around the world doing nothing, meaning helping no one? Because doing something means changing lives, impacting someone, even if it's just one person you've impacted. Why are you asking yourself this question if you're in this situation? Ask yourself why, during the first four months of the year, I haven't impacted anyone? Not even myself. That is to say, you are your own best friend. Yet you're not positively impacting yourself . Why? I want to understand. But Tell me something. You're looking at me like I'm a laughing cow. Tell me something. Why? What is your excuse? What's your excuse? I want to know what excuse Herman has. Excuse me. Okay. Someone honest in the comments. What is your excuse, actually? Because I'm thinking it's not fair. I'm saying this with the little intelligence I have—I'm not very intelligent compared to the Creator— with the infinitely small intelligence I have , I'm saying it's not fair that someone left today when that person was moving forward, taking action to make their dreams a reality. They were n't giving themselves any excuses. But they left . You stayed . Why? Is that all there is to it? Can you balance that out, please? Can you say, "Wow, I don't deserve to stay here now. I'm going to earn it. I'm going to do everything I can to earn my place on..." This earth. Can you do that for me ? Can you do that? Okay. Can you do that for yourself? You're your own best friend, but at the same time you treat yourself like you're your own worst enemy because you do n't take care of your enemy. Why don't you take care of yourself? Why? Why? I'm not talking about showering, you know. Even though you should. Those who don't shower, huh? If I were president of the prison, I wouldn't be talking about showering. Why don't you take care of yourself ? Why don't you make yourself your own best ally? Why don't you help yourself? Why don't you put the mask over your nose before helping others? Why aren't you your own priority ? Why don't you accomplish anything? Why are you always blaming others for what happens to you? Why don't you take responsibility? Why do you Aren't you better than you were yesterday? What's your lie? Oops, I meant your excuse. Why are you making excuses? Why are you lying? Are you happy with this situation? Where you are now, when you look at your life—and I'm not even talking about bank accounts yet—when you look at your life, are you happy with it? Are you happy with what's happening in your life? If you're not happy with it , why are you going to keep making the same decisions you made yesterday and the day before and the day before that and last year? And expecting that suddenly you're going to have wonderful, transformative things happen in your life. Why are you thinking this way? Why are you playing the victim? Why do you think it's someone else's fault? Why are you frustrated? Why can't you find a solution? Why are you looking at the glass as half empty? Why aren't you smiling? Why do you think money is the solution ? Who are you Did you lie? Why are you watching this live stream? Why are you wasting your time listening to me day after day without doing anything? Why? Why? Why don't you think you're a gift to the world? Why do you think less of yourself than others ? Why don't you think you were chosen? Why? Why don't you change your situation? Why do you wait for help from someone else? Why do you, when you were created with all the strength within you, seek strength outside yourself? Why aren't you learning? Why don't you absorb more knowledge ? Why are you distracted ? Why? Why did you let four months of this year go by without doing anything? Why did you throw four months away? Why do you throw money away? Money is spiritual. Why are you playing with spirituality ? Why don't you trust yourself? Why? Why do you Why aren't you taking action? Why? Why do you want a million dollars and have such a miserable attitude, such a poor work ethic ? Why do you want to be the lion, the king of the jungle, the king of the savannah, but you have the attitude of a kitten? Why are you an eagle walking among chickens? Why? Why? Why are you an eagle walking among chickens? Where did you put your wings? Where did you put your self- confidence? When did you forget that you are king and queen? When did that happen? Who lied to you? Who told you that you are nobody ? When did it switch in your head? When did you fail for the first time? Why do you avoid failing? Why do you expect to win without failing? Why? Why are you empty inside? How do you think you can pour out of something? Who is empty? Why don't you put it in? Why aren't you full? Why do you start a car that has no gas? Why do you go east looking for the sunset? Why 4 months and 120 days? Why? Why? Why don't you take it seriously? Why don't you take yourself seriously? That's a question. Why do you think your place here is a result of pure chance? Why don't you think you were chosen? When did you forget that? Why? Why do you look at me without saying anything ? Why do you suddenly have no more excuses ? Why do you want your children to do better than you when you do absolutely nothing yourself? Why are you so audacious? Why are you so audacious? Why don't you dare? Why don't you take risks? Why do you love your comfort zone? Why don't you want to step out of your comfort zone? Why do you want to keep doing the same thing hoping for a different result? Why don't you teach others what you know? Why don't you smile at strangers? Why do you wait for money to smile? Why do you put the cart before the horse? Why don't you make mistakes ? Why don't you dig your foundation? Why? Why don't you know where to start? Why don't you just start to see where you'll go? Why are you afraid of the thick fog? Why are you afraid to put one foot in front of the other when you know mechanically you can do it? Why don't you have faith? Why do you want to see results before you start? Why? Why? Why do you wait to be saved? Why don't you save others who need it? Why? So many questions, no answers. Why are you asking these questions today? Watch this clip on YouTube and play the first 20 minutes. Why? You've already been given everything you need to succeed. Why do you reject it? You've already been elected. You've already been elected. You're already chosen, the crown has already been placed on your head. Why do you amuse yourselves by acting like ordinary mortals? Why don't you think you're king and queen? Why? Why don't you take yourselves seriously? It pains me to see humanity like this. It pains me because I think someone will come to pay for your mistakes. Someone will come to pay for your inaction. Your children will pay for this later. It's not their fault. They didn't ask to be here. Why did you bring them into this world where you don't set an example for them? Why? When did you give up? Tell me when? When did you give up? When did you resign? When did you throw in the towel ? When did you think you couldn't do it? When did you find the first excuse? When did you decide to put yourselves in prison when the whole planet is your backyard? When? When did you think that You're not the right person for the job you were given? When did you last look in the mirror and see someone else? Why do you see someone else in the mirror? Why do you see someone less than you are in the mirror? Honestly, four months ago today, April 30, 2026, 120 days that you've wasted while a child somewhere, a child somewhere, is no longer with us today, didn't even last 120 days on this planet, left with my tiny intelligence. I tell myself that's not fair. It's not fair. Why are you occupying the space you occupy? Why don't you think you're occupying this space to do something, to accomplish something before you leave? When are you going to realize that ? I hope it won't be too late. If what I'm saying resonates with you, tap. If it doesn't, don't Don't tap . Those who missed what I said, go to YouTube when this live stream ends and watch the first 24 minutes. Watch the first 24 minutes of this live stream. I've never asked you so many questions in a row. Feed that into artificial intelligence and you'll see how many questions I asked you today. Almost 100 questions. I didn't prepare for it, you know. It's because when I start the live stream, I say the date. When I said the date, it stung me like a bee. I thought, damn, today, Marc, marks 120 days into this year where you promised to implement a change, and you haven't even started yet. You're very far from starting. Why? Why are you afraid of failure? When are you going to start? Why do you always put off until tomorrow what you can do today? Knowing that tomorrow isn't guaranteed. Tomorrow isn't a given. If you have children, or you're thinking of having children... One day, pull yourself together. Pull yourself together because they will be victims of who you are today. You are their worst enemy. You are their worst enemy. Don't take them until you change your mindset. Please don't take them. If you've already done it, pull yourself together and set an example because children see. They don't do what you say. They do what you do. They see. It's like a siphon. If you're not someone who takes action, you are your children's worst enemy because they see inaction. They will also be paralyzed by the idea of doing anything in life. You have literally rooted them to the spot. They won't be able to move forward in life. But at some point, it will also be their responsibility and not their fault. It will also be their problem one day. But not right now. Right now, they are your problem. You are their solution. And if you don't look for a solution for yourself, they will never find the solution. Everything I just told you, if you do it, doesn't affect me. If you don't do it, it doesn't affect me. So why did I spend 26 minutes talking to you about yourself? Why did I spend so much time? Because if I can change just one life, I'll be happy with my work here on Earth. Someone says that service to the community is the rent you pay for your place here on this planet. What service did you do yesterday? What service did you do for yourself yesterday? Why aren't you 1% better than you were yesterday? Why do you refuse to read? Why do you refuse to go to the gym? Why do you refuse to exercise at home? Why are you lazy? Why don't you want to move forward in life? Why don't you eat that? Why Do you drink so much alcohol? Why do you watch so much porn? Why? Why are you always on TikTok consuming? Why? Why aren't you producing? Why are you always distracted and destructive? Why aren't you building? Why aren't you investing in yourself? Why aren't you taking courses to fill in the gaps in your knowledge? Why? Why? Why do you like what's easy? Why do you crave instant gratification? Why don't you like pain? Why? Why don't you embrace discomfort? Why don't you take note of the signs nature shows you? Why do you want three seasons? Why don't you like winter? Why do you want to change the order of things? Why do you want to be God? Why do you think you know the answer? Why are you always questioning things? Why? Why do you have so much trouble following advice that's sometimes very easy to follow? Why do you always find a way not to do something that's important in your life? Life, but which is just a little bit challenging? Why are you running away from difficulty? I can end this live stream right now, and it will have the impact that it will. I can end it right now. It's been 32 minutes. I can end it right now, and I'll be happy with the time I've spent here with you. I'll be happy with the time I've spent here with you because I know that what I just said impacted at least two people, and that's enough for me. You know, you can lead a horse to water, but you can't make it drink . Why don't you want to drink the water? Why do you wait until you're thirsty before you start building the well ? Why do you want shade tomorrow but you don't plant today? Why are you so arrogant? Who do you think you are? Why have you forgotten your role? Why? When did you forget your place? If what I'm saying resonates with you, tap on TikTok. The numbers aren't climbing as fast as I'd like. I've asked about 100 questions. Do you have a question for me now? I've asked about 100 questions. Do you have a question about anything I just said or any comments about what I said? Do you have anything to respond to? Welcome. But I don't want applause or anything right now . I mean, do you have a question that stems from what I said? Someone mentions Lia's name to summarize the live streams. We need to ask Lia what I'll use to summarize the live stream. Why are you in such a deep peak? Why do you think you're fulfilling your dreams without waking up? What kind of life can a student live? The question is gone. What kind of life does a student have to live in parallel? What about the outcome of his studies? I have no idea what this question means. Why don't you educate yourself more? Why don't you read more? Why don't you communicate better? Why do you refuse to read? Zinab, you missed something very important today. Zinb, Zenab, you missed something. Go to YouTube right after the live stream. You have missed something. I'm going to leave it as it is. You arrived too late. I don't even know why I feel this way about you. I don't understand because I know that around you there are innocent lives that can do nothing, that depend on you. I know that around you, because no one came here alone, there are people who depend on you, whether they are very young or very old, who depend on you while you are inactive, while you are not accomplishing anything, you are not doing anything at all . You have resigned from life, you are a living zombie. Why Yasmin? Did you miss the beginning of the live stream ? You missed something very valuable. You need to go on YouTube and watch the first 26 minutes. For what? If you liked the 100 questions I asked you, tap at least once to reach 100 to show me that you liked the 100 questions I asked you. Mathias, perhaps you missed the beginning of the live stream, go find the answer. You asked why I specifically asked these questions today? I said it . You missed the beginning of the live stream, I'm not going to repeat myself. If you liked the 100 questions I just asked you without writing anything down, I didn't write anything down at all, I didn't write the questions down. No. This year, I would like to take up English again. I am taking an evening class. Every Thursday, a friend advised me to do it with your club. So, I took the initiative to start following you. It won't change my life, but it will change yours. Congratulations on having started, on having begun the process. I have so many other questions coming to mind, I say no, if I start again, I'll never finish. I have already asked you 100 questions to which I have no answers. I'm not going to ask you 100 more questions. Now I will answer the questions. OK, we'll answer the questions quickly as soon as we reach 100 because at least, come on. Who else? Follow yourself on a live stream where someone asked you questions, followed by a series of questions, without writing them down. without having written them. Who else? It comes from the heart. Because I see people literally throwing their lives away, like throwing money away. If you see that your life is actually a candle, you will see that you have to enjoy the light of that candle while it is lit because you close your eyes, you open your eyes and it's already over. Your life is a candle that was lit at the moment of your birth. I am convinced that when one is, one is not year. People think that when you are born, you are 0 years old. Everyone here, when they come, has a specific task to do. When we are born, there are people who are born at 80 years old, people who are born at 75 years old, people who are born at 50 years old, people who are born at 39 years old. And every day this candle shrinks every day. Each year, you have fewer years left . When you start to look at your life this way, rather than looking at your life as something that goes up because that's what people do. Why do you celebrate your birthdays? Why is a birthday not a time for reflection, a sad moment for those who are not active? A moment of recovery. Why are you opening the champagne when the candle tells you I'm going out ? Why are you opening the champagne? Why are you going to celebrate at the club? Why are you bringing all your friends to see what you couldn't build? Why, why, why are you happy to have less time to live? For what? Honestly, I think we're at 50 , we're at 75. So when we say our age, we should say that if we were infinitely intelligent, we would know it . Oh, I have 3 years left. When you start thinking like that, you think to yourself, "Holy ". People will break in. Hello, my name is Koo. Ah OK. Cojo. How much time do you have left? I have about 7 years left. Wow! I only have 30 days left. Take it. When you are aware of the time you have left, you are forced to take action. It's like an exam you have tomorrow. You haven't learned anything, you haven't studied anything during the year. Today, you're going to do everything. What would you do if you knew how much time you had left? If only, if only we could celebrate our birthdays with that in mind. On your birthdays, you should light a candle to see how long it takes for that candle to burn out while you are celebrating the number of years you have accumulated. That doesn't mean anything because age is automatic. The growth is intentional. Of the 40 years you celebrated yesterday, how many were intentional? maybe a zero year for most people. So I'd like to suggest something that will scare you. Write a number on the paper that is the inverse of your age. Now, when I say a verse, it means if I had been born with an age of 70, how much time would I have left today? And for those who are younger, choose an age that is even younger. For those of you in your twenties, ask yourself, if I had been born at the age of 47 , how many more ages do I have left? How much time do I have left to impact others? This will scare you. I never understood who decided that a birthday has to be something celebratory. We are delighted. Only those who have impacted themselves or others should rejoice because you rejoice in having accomplished part of your mission for which you were put on this earth. You are celebrating years that someone gave you without doing anything with those years. What are you actually celebrating? Tell me, what are you celebrating? That's selfish. If you just burn through those years doing nothing, it's like you're a candle and instead of placing it in the room, you 've put it somewhere in a corner and covered it so no one can benefit from your light. That's what you're really celebrating. You are like a candle, you are so selfish that you don't even want people to benefit from your light. You went and put that candle in a corner, supposedly because, oh, I'm afraid of people's opinions. I don't want to stay in the middle of people. I'm afraid of their opinions. So to all of you who are here watching the live stream, I'm going to push you to do this uncomfortable exercise. All of you here who are between 40 and 50 years old, tell yourselves that you were born with the age of 60. Next time you think about your age, look at yourself 60 minus your age. So, what's left of your candle? Because we are all like candles, we will all go out one day. The way people celebrate their birthdays is like you're a little candle that's growing. That's not how nature shows you how things happen. That's not how the candle works. That's not how the candle works. The candle is decreasing. It's not going up . Today, describe your age in terms of the time you have left to shine. How much time do you have left to shine? How long? Ashley, you missed an exceptional live stream. I'm not saying this to get praise. Ashley, you should go and watch the first 40 minutes of this live stream on YouTube. You just missed an exceptional live performance. Ask yourself the question, how much time do I have left to shine? And when am I going to decide to place that candle right in the middle of the room so that people can enjoy the light and come and warm themselves? So all of you who are between 40 and 50 years old, tell yourselves that you were born at the age of 60. A baby should normally be that age, but our brains have been so thoroughly conditioned that what I 'm telling you will make you say "No, but that's weird." Why do you say it's strange? because you already have a limiting belief. Unlearn what you've learned and tell yourself, "I was born at the age of 60. Today, I am 46. So think about that, those of you between 30 and 40, I'm going to suggest that you were born as a baby at the age of 50, and do this exercise next time you feel like celebrating your birthday because, you know, we don't ask ourselves many questions. Why? Why do we celebrate our birthdays? Why? Because the world is capitalist. They use, they capitalize on every opportunity to sell you things. You yourself don't know. Throughout the year, there are many holidays that come and go, and people celebrate blindly. Blindly. Blindly, without asking themselves any questions. Maybe birthdays are something that was created to market things, to sell lots of things rather than reflecting on how much time I have left in this life and what I could ask you, if you knew exactly how much time you had left today, would you act the way you're acting now? With the laziness you have today, would you act like this? Knowing that you only have two years left, would you do that, or would you take action? I would take action. Crying isn't a strategy. If that were the case, if everyone knew how much time they had left, no one would cry because that would be the logic of society. No one would cry. People would know, and then they would wait patiently, but they would do everything so that on that day, they would wait, and then it would come, it would take them, and no one would cry. But you see, we've made it so that we think we're entitled to a life unlimited. So when death or unlife comes, it actually surprises us . I mean, the audacity we have to think that when the candle's light goes out, it means it's a fatal event. We have to cry, we have to be audacious. I mean, you didn't even deserve the full candle. Now, you've been given a full candle. He/She has been given a full candle. His/her candle is finished. Now, instead of celebrating the light he/she was, you lament what is no more. Ah, that's humans for you. We always focus on what isn't or what is no more, on lack rather than abundance, on darkness rather than the light that was. I hope I've given you plenty of spiritual nourishment today and that it has satisfied you well. In any case, I didn't plan at all that I would speak without I stopped for 53 minutes. I hadn't planned a live stream like that. I thought, "OK, we'll do a question and answer, question and answer, question and answer." But as soon as I said the date, I thought, "No, but what the!" Four months have already passed and there are people here who have done nothing in 2026. People who have projects who are bold enough to say they have projects but are not bold enough to start the projects. What is this nonsense? That's what led me to say all that. If that helped you, then I'm happy. If that didn't help you, I'm happy too. I'm happy for you. I'm happy for who you are. I hope that helped. Once again, all those who missed this live stream today, you have barely arrived, you arrived after 30 minutes of live stream, go to YouTube immediately as soon as I finish this live stream. Go watch the live stream there or check it out on Facebook as well. Yes, on Facebook to watch the whole live stream, especially the first 30 minutes. I'm not saying I never said that. I never told people to go and rewatch my live stream. You know it's not because I want views, it's because I want lives. I want you to start living instead of just surviving. I want you to put your candle in the middle of the room rather than in a corner. I would like you to be fulfilled rather than always having this anxiety in your throat. I would like you to be the best version of yourself. I would like you not to be afraid. I would like you to take more risks. I would like you to educate yourself more. I would like you to communicate better. I would like you to appreciate others. I would like you to wear a smile on your face that will inspire others. I would like you to inhale before exhaling. I would like the best for you, the very best. I would like you to start growing rather than just growing in age. I would like you to be a light for others who are in darkness. That's all. I don't know, man. Like I don't know why saying this almost made me emotional. I don't know why saying that made me almost emotional, I don't know why. That's why I stopped. I wanted to continue telling you what I wish for you. Okay, let's Aaron, don't cry. That's ok. Don't cry. My god. Let's go! If what I've just spent 58 minutes saying hasn't woken you up, you're already dead. You are not in a deep sleep. You are, that is, you are already dead. I repeat, if everything I've just said in 58 minutes hasn't woken you up, then you're already dead. There are people who die long before their last breath on this earth. Those who have just joined the live stream, you have missed something exceptional, go to YouTube or Facebook to watch this live stream as soon as I finish the live stream right now. As soon as I finish the live stream later, go watch the live stream. You will understand the depth of what I have just said. Go do that. Go do that. These will be the best-used 58 minutes during this year, over the 4 months. I assure you of that. Okay. Never too late. Never too late to become. Someone said the definition of hell is when the person you became at your last breath meets the person you could have become. your last day when the candle is flat. The definition of hell is that the person you have become meets the person you could have become. Imagine the anguish, the regret of not bringing that person into the world, of having lived far below your full potential. That's hell. because you can't leave with a full candle. The candle has already gone out. Now you will live for eternity in this anguish of asking yourself many questions. Why didn't I have the courage to live life to the fullest and die empty? Why can't I chase away my dreams? Why did I live such a short life? You see your full potential unfolding. All the lives you could have impacted, all that you could have become, all that you could have accumulated. You're too late, this is your last day on earth. I don't wish that on you. OK. Thank you, June. I appreciate you, too. Thank you. You're a good person, Jude. Alright, everybody. I promised that I wouldn't get emotional. I almost got emotional when I was all those beautiful things. I promised myself I would never do that on a live stream again. It was Grady who made me cry on one of the live streams and I said never again that day, but I almost did it again when I started wishing you all lots and lots of good things. Lots of good things. Is that it ? That's when I thought, wow, if what I say can change just one life that has a question related to everything I've said in one hour. I talked a lot. I gave a one-hour monologue. I've never done an hour-long monologue on my live streams. I've done more than 180. I've never done a one-hour monologue. Who has a question? Who has any questions ? Because I've said a lot of things. How do we keep moving forward when all the doors are closed? With your limited intelligence, you think all doors are closed. That's all I have to say, Nellie. It's not an insult. I myself said today that my intelligence is too small to know whether what is happening to me is good or bad. Your intelligence is too small, too microscopic to know that all the doors of the universe are closed. The nerve you have, Néli, to think that all the doors you've walked around the world, around millions of opportunities, and all those opportunities, the doors to all those millions of opportunities are closed to you. Why am I saying this? to wake you up because everything we become is the result of what we think. If you think there is no door, there will never be a door. You don't need to see your nose before you know that your nose is right in the middle of your face. Nellie, I haven't seen you today touching your nose to see if your nose is still there. Just because you can't see the opportunities doesn't mean you'll have the nerve to say they don't exist. Because this bottle, in fact, you see it, but this bottle is made of invisible molecules. Why do you believe what you can see with your eyes but not what you can see with your faith, Nellie? Why? I don't know why I want to spank you, but this urge came over me immediately because your question offended me. Your question offended me. Your question was directed at me, sorry. How do you say "getting up" or " getting retting up"? Can Google Translate even translate that? No, he said I'm starting to get annoyed, but that's not exactly the definition in English. Red up. That's almost it. But I don't know why I'm getting riled up. I'm getting riddled up because I wrote that expression. To get rid of. R I L E D up. To get rid of. I know why. Now that I'm... because she asked the question and at first I started to answer gently and then after that it started to make me angry . Thank you Yasmine. It started to make me think, "No, it's not wild up, Emile." No, no, Emile, you 're in the United States, after all. We need Emil, it's Wild. R I L E Dil up. I don't think it was Émile. So who was it then? Does he want to play Shagi on me or what? Ah, it was someone who had yellow and black in his thing, like Émile. Émile, we have to leave the exapanet. Lexapanet has almost the same avatar as Émile. So my eyes saw the avatar and since I know Emile's avatar, I thought it was Emile. Irritation, that's the word, that's what irritated is. Emile, why does the exapan have the same avatar as Emile? Ah, okay, it's Lexapanet. Lexapanette, your English there, huh, it needs to be resurrected. OK. It needs OK. Uh asking questions, I promise to, I 'll try not to get carried away like that anymore . But I know why I was irritated earlier because there are many people who think like Kelly that all doors are closed. All the doors, really all the doors, really all the doors are closed. You cannot enter just one room. All doors are closed. Wow! There are many people here on the live stream who think they have no chance, who see lack rather than abundance, who always see all the doors closed rather than the windows open. But that's what irritated me a little bit because I say if there is one person, there are 100 people who think the same thing. Sorry Kelly, but I got a little carried away . Next I'm going where that is Thank you sheriff. Yes, but when you are a man, there is a certain way to talk to another man. You shouldn't say "adore you". It's a bit gay. Do you understand? Many, in fact. I have to say, but big up bro, big up much love bro. Don't say " adore you". It makes it seem very gay, actually. But I understand what you mean and I also know that you are learning English. That's why I explained it to you like that, okay? If you're gay, we'll still be friends, but at a distance. We will practice social distancing. OK. Do you remember social distancing? If you survived social distancing, if you survived Covid, why do you think you can't live ? Why do you think you can't survive this life? How can you be so nervous for two years and honestly think that all doors are closed to you ? Wow! Nelly, I've said it all. It was Nellie who asked the question. This is Kelly. Nell, you were the one who said that uh, all the doors have closed. Now, do you want to go up or was it Kelly? Was it Nelly or Kelly? I don't want to bring in the same person who said all the doors are closed because I've spent too much time explaining to you that the doors are not closed. Were you the same person? Ah, the same person? Why do you want to go up? Tell me first, don't surprise me. Why do you want to go up? I explained everything. Now you want to go up, huh? The live stream isn't just for you, Nelly. Why do you want to go up? Please tell me quickly so I know if I should let you up. Because the last time Maria Paris said "I want to go up , I want to testify, I thought she was just a kid, she really changed my perception of things to explain my remarks." No, no, you don't need to explain. Your explanations will be considered excuses. An excuse is just a lie we tell ourselves to avoid doing what we know we should do. Nellie, don't make excuses. Every time someone tells me "I, I, but I want to explain why I didn't do my job." I say no. In other words, your dreams don't care much about your excuses and explanations. Your dreams couldn't care less about your explanations. No. No, you no, you said I want to explain something. Now you say I want to share my experience. Nel, the only way you're going to come on the live stream is if you promise two things. The first thing is that you're going to set up your camera, and the second is that you're not going to play the victim. The first thing is that you're going to set up the camera, the second thing is that you're not going to play the victim. If you promise these two things, I'll let you up for just 5 minutes because I don't normally give rides anymore. I'm not giving people rides anymore. Oh Ésé Nanga, you were here from the beginning, otherwise you have to go back and watch today's live stream. Exceptionally, today's live stream requires everyone to go and watch it again on YouTube up to at least the 30th minute. Elisen Ganga, did you still have the guitar there last time ? Oh, you made an impact when you started playing the pass anthem. Ah, you've had an effect. You had an effect. So, what did Nelly say in the meantime when I wasn't watching TikTok? What did she say, guys? She said yes to the camera and yes to not playing the victim. No, she has disappeared. That's it. That's what I thought. She disappeared. That's it. Ask your questions related to what I shared with you, the hour-long monologue I gave you today. Ask your questions. Ask your questions about what we discussed today. Nothing else, please . Nothing else. OK. She's promising. How many subscribers does she have? Ah, she can set up the camera. Turn on the camera first. I'm going to send you an invitation. Hm, 5 minutes, Nell. 5 minutes. Don't come here playing the victim. Don't come looking for excuses. Let's go, Nelly. Let's go. Nelly, please introduce yourself. Hello Co. I am Nellie Edan de Gavo. Yes. 41 years old this year. Yes. So. Um, I actually wanted to share my experience. Go for it. I started working very early, at the age of just after my bachelor's degree, and I quickly climbed the ladder. I arrived, uh, my last major experience was at the Presidency of the Republic where I spent 8 years as head of the purchasing, logistics and transport department for 8 years with large Algerian budgets. Well, I'm not going to say unfortunately, unfortunately and fortunately, uh, the team I joined had to leave for various reasons. So I left and, uh, I lost my entire professional life in a way with that job. Actually, when I say that, it's just what I already had. I will continue to listen to you. Go for it. OK. what I was saying. So, uh, first of all, where did you find this French accent? Have you lived in France? No, no, I've been talking like this for a long time. Everyone makes the same comment to me. Still in Gabon? Still in Gabon. You like to read about people I know. Do you enjoy reading? Do you enjoy reading? Yes. Yes, I like to read. Do you like to read ? No, I like the "I'm not very knowledgeable, but I like the OK, continue" ones. You have good diction, you have good communication skills. That's it, it's caviar, actually. Yes, continue. Thank you, that's kind of you. Yes. Then, uh, I had to find another job. Unfortunately, it wasn't a setting I liked. The environment, the managers, I had to leave there. But uh, I have a CV for your audio department, please. Your audio. What's going on everyone? Can you hear me? Yes or no? If you can hear me, say yes. No, no, not you on TikTok. Can you hear me? Yes or no? OK, so the problem isn't me. OK, thank you. THANKS. If the problem is n't me. Ouch, ouch, ouch. Based on my experience. Start all over again. Are you aware that your internet has mood swings, has mood swings? Your internet, you know? No, I didn't know. OK, I didn't know that. Sorry. So I was saying that every time I go for interviews since my last job, uh I have a problem, which is that I run into people who think I'm going to take their position based on my CV. So generally, I always get rejected, always rejected. And it's starting to worry me because, uh, I had an HR coach who told me, "You need to revise your resume. You need to remove a lot of experience because you're scary when I read your resume. TV scared me. You know, I'll tell you something. First, this person, we need to kidnap this person. Send this person to Morocco, I'm going to spank them." That's what the coach told you. Second, I always say that people don't fail because they aim too high and miss. People fail because they aim too low and achieve. You have to understand that this is exactly my mentality, actually. This world, and for me, I believe that what I know, I must be able to share. But I don't know if it's specific to Gabon, but the majority of people who support you and know you should be below them don't want you to... Be a form of, uh, how can I put this, of... You are not a threat. You are not a threat to anyone . You have done... that is to say, you are not yet a threat to anyone. Uh, the problem is that you have convinced yourself that this is what is happening. That's it. You convinced yourself after 10 experiences, after 10 times you have experienced the same thing, or 150 times you convinced yourself that after 150 times it must be this. But that's exactly it, that means that you are smarter than the creator. That is to say, you are audacious, in fact. You are smarter than the person who knows what they have prepared for you. You tell yourself, "No, but they haven't prepared anything for me." Why did he leave me like this? Why did he leave me like this? I am usually a coach. I am a general, I am generally a very optimistic person. You haven't proven it. I am a very optimistic person. I don't see evil everywhere. You haven't proven it. Listen, actions speak louder than words. You can continue to use those words. That doesn't change anything about the actions you're showing me, does it? Yes, Nelly, actions speak louder than words. Why do you think that? Why do you know it was n't me who said that, it was Steve Harvey. Steve, you know Steve Harvey, right? Steve, do you know Steve Harvey? No. He is an American talk show host. An American talk show host. He said, "The reason people don't have what they have in life is because what they should have in life is like a package that has gone to the post office and is supposed to arrive at a particular address." and they were told to wait at that address. But the problem is that they don't know when the package will arrive. So they wait, they wait, they wait, they say "But the package isn't coming, so I'm leaving from this address." And when your blessing comes, you will no longer be where you are now. You're going to leave and go somewhere else saying the package never arrived. That's because you have the nerve to say you know when the divine package will arrive. That is to say, your audacity, in fact, our audacity as humans. I spent 5 of the first 30 minutes talking about this. as our audacity to think that we have a greater intelligence than divine intelligence. Because what you're telling me is that you know exactly when you should have the job and since you didn't get it during that time, it means there's a problem, there's a glitch in the system. You know about bamboo, you know that Japanese bamboo takes 3 years to build its roots. Yeah. And in 90 days, it grows 30m high. From above. Wow! You're not the only person to tell me that. But then I wonder if we should wait because it's true that you don't need to follow the advice of people who tell you that. You don't need to follow. You are completely free. And that's what makes life so beautiful: when you're born, you resemble your parents, but when you die, you resemble your decisions. Yeah, that's it. What decision will you make? That's what will define your identity at the end of your life. So if someone tells you that you are not being buried, you are being planted. No, you need to ask yourself, what kind of tree am I, actually? Because if I'm a Japanese bamboo, it can take a while inside. It can take some time. And at some point, you ask yourself, "But do I always have to stay in the dark?" Yes, it's because you're always growing, but you're growing from top to bottom. Bamboo roots start from a tree that grows from top to bottom before growing from bottom to top. But you say to yourself, I want to be a tree that grows really tall but I want to have just small roots, small feet. That is to say, I have never seen an adult with baby feet. Have you ever seen an adult with baby feet? No. No. No. Me neither. But that's what you ask of the universe. You are asking the universe to build you up quickly but to leave your feet small like that, without any muscle in them. But look, visualize this and tell yourself, I'm going to take the time to develop my roots because I know that the longer I'm inside doing the work, the day I go out there, people are going to feel me. Yes. OK. Whoa! OK. Calm, be calm. Be calm. Your package is arriving. Your parcel is arriving. If you cannot see it with natural eyes, you must see it with spiritual eyes, with faith, because the moment you stop believing in it, it goes back to the post office. He says no no no, she's not ready. The moment you stop believing that the package is literally being shipped towards you, it starts moving again . As soon as you lack faith, he talks about it because the package doesn't want to come into the hands of someone who doesn't believe in it. What you're saying is very profound. Very spiritual. Wow! OK, thanks for joining the live stream. Sharing this because I know it will impact many other people who are also in a similar situation. Thank you so much for being who you are. Thank you. Thank you, coach. THANKS. Bye bye. Ah working 8 years at the presidency and now we have no more work. It can get under your skin . It can get under your skin. It's not just anyone who's come on the live stream. Not just anyone works at the presidency. Not just anyone works at the presidency. It can get under your skin. That might make you doubt. That might make you doubt. And you see what her circle is telling her: "Oh, you have to, you have to lower yourself. You have to lower yourself to fit in. You actually have to lower yourself. You have to remove things. Oh, you have too many important things on your resume . You have to remove them." If only she could capture that coach who said that to take her to Casa, the punishment of that coach, the spanking that coach was going to receive because what the coach is telling her is, oh, but you're five months pregnant, the baby has to come out. The baby has to come out immediately. I've never seen a woman say, "Oh, well, I've been pregnant for three months, but the baby hasn't come out yet." When is it even going to come out, huh? Oh, I'm tired, it's been 4 months. That makes sense, you want the child to leave, right? OK, this is what it looks like . This is the child you want. It's finally out now, after 4 months. Yes, put it in a crib. Put it in a crib. Invite your neighbors to come and open the champagne. We'll see if you're going to open the champagne or not. I'm just saying try. Try it and see. You never know. Perhaps I'm mistaken. You never know . Perhaps I'm mistaken about this . Perhaps by 4 or 5 months, the baby is ready. In fact, you are the one who keeps him prisoner. Perhaps he is ready. Perhaps he is ready. I don't know . Perhaps I'm wrong about this . But I say that nature shows us all of this, even cooking. When you put the meat on the thing in the oven and it's not cooked properly and you take it out , you start to eat it, you're going to have diarrhea for days. So when your thing isn't cooked yet, why do you want to eat it? Actually, it's the divine telling you, "No, wait, it's not that you're not ready to eat that yet. Just wait a little. Just wait a little. It's coming, it's coming. I know it's hard when you're watching your friends excel, when you're watching people you know achieve things you haven't. I know it's hard to digest. I know. But trust the process. Trust the process. Coach, please. And in the case where we've tried several times, failed several times, even lost hope and are thinking of starting over. Maybe you—I don't want to repeat myself, I've already talked about all this. I unfortunately—I don't know, unfortunately— I don't want to repeat myself. Go rewatch the live stream and you'll see the answer I gave to that. You're welcome. Ask questions related to what we talked about today. I talked about a lot of things." Let's not stray from this because this alone can take up to a week to unpack. What I said today. It can take up to a week to unpack. Go ahead and do it quickly. If you like my answers, by all means, follow me. Follow me. People aren't following me. I don't know about the sorcerers who weren't following me there, I don't know what your life's mission actually is. Are you spies or something? Evil spirits, sorcerers, huh? Fifion Ribana. That's it. Only Gabonese people can understand what I just said. Coach, what should we believe in in life? Nobody knows about Fifion Ribana. There are too many little people here, that's the thing. Too many little people. Nobody knows about Fifion Ribana. Ask your questions related to what we talked about today. And if you don't follow me, you're a Fifion. When I say follow, When I say follow, I mean on TikTok, YouTube, LinkedIn, and Facebook because I 'm streaming on four platforms. Follow me if you're not already. If you're already following, that's great. But if you're not, here's the only person who knows that Fifion Rivala is on Patrick Ngemandongre's show. What was his show called again? And I didn't want to miss that show, you know? I mean, on Sundays we were sent to church, and on the way home, I walked quickly to follow Patrick Ngemandongre's show. Hm. Good old days. H The old days. Wow! Mysterious Adventure. Thank you, Gabonese woman. Mysterious Adventure. Magets. Magets. By the way, are you a man or a woman? Because your name is a woman's name, but your profession is a man. I mean, I'm confused even at the idea of saying "magette job" and seeing a man Over there. Are you hermaphrodite or are you gay? What are you? Because in Senegal, when you're gay, you pay a fine of €15,000 now. Do n't be gay. Yes, ask your questions. I'm going to leave in a little while, actually. Oh, I'm not going to... I'm going to leave . OK, I have to go. I've been with you for 92 minutes. Time just flew by. Time just flew by. And it's a good thing you don't have any more questions because I've given you so much to digest. You yourself are saying, "Wow, my stomach is full." See you tomorrow, guys. It's been a pleasure. And today's monologue is on YouTube. Today's monologue is on YouTube. Don't miss it. Seriously. Go watch the live stream again if you missed the first 30 minutes. Go watch the live stream again. Alri. You won't know if You missed the first 30 minutes because you're asking when the live stream started. So, if you joined the live stream already in progress, go see what you missed. You're still not answering me. I'll answer you tomorrow, Maguette. Okay , thank you. No, no, no, it's over now. Now I'm going to leave now; now's the time to start asking your questions. Come back tomorrow. Thank you very much, everyone. If you're not following me, follow me. And there's a number on your screens if you want us to help you make your future a reality. There's a number on the screen if you want us to help you master English. To master English once and for all to achieve your life goals. Many of your goals lie on the other side of English. Even Nelly, what I wanted to tell you, Nelly, is this: if you were to learn English, you 'll see that it There's a whole ocean on the other side of the Atlantic called the United States. And over there, nobody's going to tell you your resume is too strong. In fact, even if you go there, your resume is too small. So what you're sometimes looking for is on the other side of your comfort zone, on the other side of the action, on the other side of an effort beyond what you're used to . So you'll see, on the other side of English, Nellie, there are so many things, and if you're stubborn about it—and I'm not saying this for Nellie's sake—if you're stubborn about not having a passport, you'll never travel. If you're stubborn about never having a passport, you'll never have a visa in it. You'll never be able to travel, Nellie. I see you're lacking in English. So you shouldn't just sit there complaining about things you can't Change yourself. You have the ability to go and get that passport. You have the ability. Why haven't you gotten it yet? You're 41 years old. Why, for 41 years, haven't you done something that could take you just 6 months? Why? Something that could take you 84 times less time, 82 times less time? Why haven't you done it in 82 times less time? Six months, what is it ? It's nothing at all. It's nothing at all. Go invest in yourself, master English, and you'll see that in 6 months, many opportunities will start to smile upon you because in English-speaking countries, people don't even care about the summary or the CV. They want to see the person in front of me, do we click ? Does the person speak in a certain way? I myself think, "Ah, this person is the person I want." You Understand? Hm. So you haven't explored everything yet. Why are you resigning? You have n't explored everything. Nelly, let's get back to work. Okay everyone, see you tomorrow. Tomorrow, come back with your questions, Maguette. Tomorrow, uh, when I know more about your... Yes. Masculinity or femininity, tomorrow, I 'll see what I can do with your answer. Alri, Berigan. Uh, I'm going to scroll a little bit on TikTok to see if I've missed anything important before I go. What is the meaning of patience? Yes, patience. The meaning of patience that is n't in the dictionary. I can say it in English, not in French. I 'll say it in English first. The definition of patience that is n't in the dictionary is figuring out what to do in the meantime. That's what patience is, actually. When I tell you to be patient, it means that while you're waiting, do something else. That's all. And then you'll see, it's like GPT chat, you give it the prints. If it's a really tough prank, it might take, like Manus, maybe 7 minutes to come up with the answer. During those 7 minutes, do you look at it like that? If you look at it like that, you'll think it took 70 minutes. Go do something else during that time. That's the definition of patience, which is n't in the dictionary. Very good question, actually. But the point of scrolling isn't to answer questions. I just want to see if I've missed something important. And then I see people giving me signs in the comments because sometimes people are cheeky, you know, they give me little signs. Knowing full well that I 'm married. So that's it, I'm seeing if there are any signs. Yes . Bye Bye. There you go. Okay, there are no signs today. That's good. You're being docile. The women are being docile today. That's very good. That's very good. Oh really? Maguette means man and woman in Senegal. Wow! I didn't know that. Okay, there are no signs today, that's very good. Ah, I'm happy with you women. So, we'll stop here, we'll come back tomorrow. I've spent 98 minutes with you. Thank you everybody for being here. You only tapped a tiny bit. I'm not here for tapping. You know that yourself now, don't you ? You've been good. That's good. Take care everybody. Okay. Peace and love. Ciao C.
Personal Development April 30th, 2026